I`m very confused. I believe I have lost my..mojo. Thats right. I meet attractive women, the signs are all there and I just dont know what to do next. This is odd. I had mojo a one time. I`m sure of it. I think I fear relationships. But I do desire to have someone. Confusion.
I know my priorities are my children, fixing the damage I caused, and resurrecting my career. That should be it. Yet I am a somewhat social creature and crave companionship. Yet female companionship could/would lead to a relationship and we are back to square one. I simply do not know what to do.
After all I`ve been through I have decided to simply live one day ata time and cross bridges as I come to them. Sounds good. But its really bullshit. Life isnt that convenient.
I have a headache I`m going to bed.
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