Problem with the title. I can`t dance. I have no one to make love to. My back is hurt so I can`t really get down too low without pain.
The not dancing thing I`m good with. The back pain, sucks but manageable. The no sex thing, wearing real thin. Lots of possibilities, but the trouble is I simply cannot enter into a relationship right now. Timing is no good. So there is the one night stand..but what if I like her? I certainly don't want to sleep with someone I don't like. Therein lies my dilemma. Ah well. There are worse things in life. Actually, I am living proof of that statement.
In 10 days I turn 42. I have lived half my life. I have two great kids, so that's a good thing. But otherwise, I do not have allot to show for my 42 years on this planet. In fact, I would need to give myself a pretty low grade overall. With the exception of my children, whom I am certain I will be making some therapist rich when they are older dealing with issues of me and their mom. But I digress.
I think that now, at the mid life point (because I certainly don't want to live too long), I can honestly say that I have really made some colossal errors. So moving forward, I suppose, I will just need to be able to reflect on those and not repeat them.
I seek peace and contentment. Decent job, so I can live fairly comfortably and put my kids through college without much financial pain. A good woman. Someone who is fun and I can laugh with and will let me be just me. And be happy with that. Because this old dog will not learn any new tricks. Someone who is attractive and intelligent. Who can have a differing opinion and enjoy a healthy debate. I do not think this person exists. But who knows?
I sure don`t.
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